The Crazy Fan Girl

Okay guys, this journal is now CLOSED! I will not post anything here anymore, I won't even check it. If you haven't added my new journal yet, please do so. germaricanmix

Hey everyone,

I've gotten myself a new livejournal name. I'll use this journal for a few more weeks and then I'll let it die. I'm just tired of the name crazy_fan_girl. I've gotten so annoyed by actual 'fan girls' (girls who are rude and disrespectful) that I don't want to be associated with them anymore. The name was a joke to begin with. I never meant to make this my primary journal, that was deadjournal and this was supposed to be the journal for fandom ramblings. But that's changed. So now I want an LJ name that I can really be proud of, and not have to feel like I have to explain WHY I chose such a name.
So, here's my new lj-name: germaricanmix. Add me people. I'll be going around later today doing friend requests.

I'm over being a TA and DA. I'm over people not doing their work. I'm over Dan planning my weekends for me. I'm overing getting that 'feel bad' look when I say I'm busy or don't want to help out with something. I've got legitimate shit to do. Fuck man, I'm graduating in 1 and a half months, I gotta finish my internship, I gotta finish my movie, I gotta look for a JOB. I'm sorry I can't be the departments slave anymore. I'm sorry I can't do everything alone. I'm so SICK of people looking to me to do everything, to be in charge of everything. Especially when I get stuck doing most of the work. Capstone, community, TA, DA...I love that people need me but geez guys, back off.

I had sent Darren a message asking him if his new record would be available in the US. This is what I got a few hours later:

definitely going to be released in the u.s
in August in fact..

glad the record helped!
xxD


stealthydeath: my brain short circuts a little every time he replies
ArianasMomma: lol, no doubt!
stealthydeath: it's like sending a message going "God, are you out there?" and getting a reply saying "Yes. xxG"
ArianasMomma: LOL!
ArianasMomma: I totally agree tho, lol
stealthydeath: it's so true!

"Panic! At the Disco's second LP will be produced under the careful eyes and ears of Muse frontman, Matthew Bellamy, the band announced yesterday."

Muse nooooooooooooooooooo!!!

http://www.myspace.com/blaqkaudio

So I went to the concert with Enola yesterday.
( It was so amazing. )

I typed in "Jessica needs" into google and this is what I got:

1. Jessica needs fake titties and then she would be perfect
2. Jessica Needs Coffee (HAHAHAHA! ALWAYS!)
3. Jessica needs a rumor boyfriend, STAT (how about a REAL one, huh?)
4. Jessica needs a bit of time off by herself to process things
5. Jessica needs my help (who is 'my'?)
6. Jessica needs a new prescription (also true)
7. Jessica needs help!

That's it. I'm too bored of this now to continue, lol.

Cause of 30 Seconds and My Chem I haven't been listening to AFI for about a month now and I just listened to Decemberunderground again and...wow. I forgot. Wow. I got shivers again all over for every song. Love it so.

Going to see My Chemical Romance on Saturday. SO EXCITED.

On another note:
1. I need to edit No Problem since I'm the only one doing it (bleh)
2. I need to put together some clips for a presentation
3. busy busy

"True chaos ensued Thursday at the Taste of Chaos tour stop in El Paso, Texas, resulting in 30 Seconds to Mars singer Jared Leto sustaining a broken nose and other injuries.
According to a spokesperson for the band's record label, Leto was injured when he ran into the crowd during "The Kill" and thousands of fans overpowered security and rushed toward him on the floor of County Coliseum.
Along with his nose, which was unintentionally broken, Leto suffered a foot injury and superficial injuries to his face and body.
Leto finished the show and even declared it one of the best of the tour, but eventually checked into a hospital to ensure that none of his injuries would require surgery. 30 Seconds to Mars are scheduled to perform Friday (March 2) in Dallas.
"I've been producing shows for 25 years and this was one of the scariest moments I have witnessed," Taste of Chaos organizer Kevin Lyman said in a statement. "We hope Jared's injuries are all minor and that he has a speedy recovery."
No fans were seriously injured in the melee, according to the band's spokesperson."

Jesus, people. LEARN HOW TO BEHAVE AT SHOWS! I've only started going to rock concerts last summer and I know you don't rush the singer when he/she goes into the crowd. Geesh.

Abba + delicious Chinese food = no more period blues!

Rule: Post the explanation of where your user name came from. Then tag TEN users whose explanations you would like to hear.

I originally had a deadjournal and this livejournal was supposed to be about my fandom rants, but 99% of my friends moved to lj so it became my regular journal. I kinda hate my name now cause I've come to dislike most fan girls. I might change it to GermaricanMix (American-German mix) but I wonder if that'll be too much of a hassle.

Tagging whoever.

What have I done today:

-got up at 1:30
-got lunch
-reorganized my music folders on my computer
-did my maya homework
-read lj secrets for hours.

getting my period soon so I'm all blah and depressed and no one loves me. blah blah. so ignored it, it's hormones.

I just saw an lj icon of Tokio Hotel and I literally just gaged.

For those fortunate souls who don't know who they are Tokio Hotel is a german teen 'rock' band that stole the hearts of german tweens. Now they want to concur America. ECH! If you wanna see just how bad they are go to youtube and look them up. "Schrei" is pretty funny to watch, and that's quite possibly their BEST song.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/6383747.stm

Seriously? Wow. It's cool, but also kinda worrisome. I know I shouldn't distinguish between him and any other soldier going to Iraq but damn.

EDIT:
With Prince Harry going to Iraq can we make sure that George Bush and his team have a picture of him so that we do not get another friendly fire incident! it would not be good for Anglo/USA relations!
Dennis Fisher, London

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Cause Cory told me to

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Sometimes I really want a boy. Why are all the good ones taken/gay? It's just not fair. I attract weirdos and 50 year old men. *SIGH* Seriously. I've had more 50+ year olds approach me than guys my age (Which is like...what? 4?). Creeeeeeeeepy.

In a perfect world I'd have met my straight-edge punk/scene boy by now. lol. Can you imagine? I just think they're hot. Hell, look at the bands I listen to/lust after (AFI, MCR, 30 Seconds). The only problem, in real life (college) they're usually into drugs (YUCK) or drinking (little less yuck). And definitely NOT into me.

I'm just a not a hot girl. I'm pretty. I can be downright beautiful if I wanna, but I don't have that Beyonceness about me, you know? Nor am I a scene queen, which is the other hot. I just kinda blend in...or not. I dunno. I guess I don't. I'd like to think I'm one of the more confident and prettier females in the mult major, which really is what my interactions are mostly limited to.

Berry said the WORST THING EVER to me the other day. I was going to hang posters with Andrew and he said that I should hurry back to class because "the boys need me to mother them" OMG! I don't wanna be their MOM! I don't mind being a DA but that does NOT equal mom! And COME ON PEOPLE! Boys are smart too but DAMN sometimes they're dumb. Why do I always have to be the one in charge? I swear, without me that class falls apart. ...I DUN WANNA BE THEIR MOM! ...can I at least be a HOT mom?

EDIT:
For Cory

"West Bank Story" - look it up. Love it. It's an Oscar nominated short film.

I bought my cap and gown yesterday and then I went to my internship. I managed to get a bit done, or I FELT like I got some stuff done, which is a good feeling when you're masking forever.

After my internship I got home and bough tickets to go watch the Oscar nominated short films in LA. Only sucky part is that it was at 9:50 PM and I was TIRED. So I called Andrew and asked if he was going and if I could hitch a ride, which I did. So then I talked to Cory a while, rpged with Jen and then piled in a car with Nick, Andrew, David and Mike G. It was off to LA!

Nick drove and wow, he drives kinda crazy but kinda fun too. I was in a very relaxed 'what happens happens' mood so I didn't see my life flash before my eyes, but Andrew did, repeatedly. We took two wrong off ramps and then said screw it and the boys navigated through LA to get to the movie theatre. It was really funny after a while because Nick wove through traffic while Andrew would scream at him that he wanted to live to see the movies. I just kinda sat back and watched them. Andrew was also having fun playing with Nick's Ipod and putting on random songs. "Ahh, there's nothing like a car full of white kids listening to hip-hop in East LA" "Don't put on Snoop, we're gonna get SHOT"

So we finally find the movie theatre and Nick swerves into 2 parking spots that Andrew tells him to take only to discover that one is a 'loading only' and one is a red zone. It doesn't even phase Nick and he always pulls out right back into traffic, finding those little holes without even stopping while Andrew goes "OH JESUS! THERE! JUST PARK! I just wanna BE there. Oh God, solid ground" So Nick goes to park just as another car goes to park and they just stand there a moment. Nick pulls up real close to the other car and then parks properly, not sure if we just stole these peoples parking spot or not. So we kinda sit there while they park too and walk past us. Then we start laughing, get out of the car and go into the movie theatre.

5 movies. 3 were good. 2 were fantastic.

So we get out of the theatre and walk back to Nick's car to find a homeless lady and two guys arguing RIGHT IN FRONT OF NICKS CAR. They were like 3 feet away and we all kinda looked at each other going "Oh man, just get in the car" cause that lady was SCREAMING crazy like. "I just asked you for a fucking cigarette!" oookay lady. So we pile in and lock the door only to realize that David's still outside! So we unlock the door and he hops in and one of the guy takes OFF with the homeless lady’s shopping cart and she starts running after him while trying to hold her pants up. Wow. We were all like "oh my god!" and laughing and slightly horrified. Andrew is all "DRIVE! DRIVE!" I mean, who knows, right? It's LA, she might have some sort of weapon. So Nick takes off and the guy jumps out right in front of our car with the shopping cart and the crazy lady goes running after him. Nick is DYING he's laughing so hard. We look back and find that they gave the shopping cart back, but wow.

So we're on our way home and Nick goes to get into a turn lane and cuts a car off...the same car that we stole the parking spot from. We start laughing so hard and the car ends up passing us and we have to pull up right behind them to merge onto the freeway. So while we're behind them going onto the freeway Nick is all "Should we race 'em?" to which Andrew replies "NO!! God, your driving!" and Nick goes "You don't like driving with me?" all hurt like and Andrew says "Oh I like driving with you, I just happen to value my life." Then Andrew promptly fell asleep. Around 1 AM we got back to campus, I got out, thanked them repeatedly for the ride, got into my room and then went straight to bed.

I didn't wanna go originally, but I'm glad I did. It was an adventure.

HAVE FUN AT THE MY CHEM CONCERT TODAY, JEN!!!!

Joey, I totally got you beat boxing on my camera.